A new page of my life!
Delete the verb "Forget" in my life!
Of course "forgot, forgotten..." are involved.
All the tenses are just shit...
Remember this second vividly! Listening to complicated by avril lavigne...
I begging to me...
Please be more responsible...nobody is going to clean up your mess
Time to grow up! No kid! No innocence!
Settle down today and wake up fully tomorrow!
Run if I could...Run as fast as I could.
Run with my tears of happiness if I could...
Run with my independence and responsibility...
Bring along my brain...Embrace diligence and discipline!
Get over this and that!
Rock my world!
2012年10月28日星期日
Doubt VS Trust
Doubt my ability...
Doubt is evil...
Doubt survives within me...
Get rid of doubt!
Start all over again!
Turn doubt into trust!
Trust me!
Trust my ability!
Trust that I can do it!
Trust that things will get better than this!
Trust for a brighter tommorow!
Trust God's existence within me!
Trust "TRUST" is not just a content word...not just a verb neither noun...not only exist in terms of semantic and syntax...
Doubt is evil...
Doubt survives within me...
Get rid of doubt!
Start all over again!
Turn doubt into trust!
Trust me!
Trust my ability!
Trust that I can do it!
Trust that things will get better than this!
Trust for a brighter tommorow!
Trust God's existence within me!
Trust "TRUST" is not just a content word...not just a verb neither noun...not only exist in terms of semantic and syntax...
Mood swing
friendless
aimless
careless
brainless
loneliness ermm...this isn't something with "less"... but I enjoy communicate with me.
extra fats are trying to mingle with my muscles. so sad!
I am fat and tanned now!
whenever I think of umcompleted assignments, my heart sinks to the bottom of the ocean.
where is my sunlight? I need encouregement but I am suspicious whether encouragement works on me or not.
what am I talking about?
Miserable...
STRESS!!!
MusicING...
aimless
careless
brainless
loneliness ermm...this isn't something with "less"... but I enjoy communicate with me.
extra fats are trying to mingle with my muscles. so sad!
I am fat and tanned now!
whenever I think of umcompleted assignments, my heart sinks to the bottom of the ocean.
where is my sunlight? I need encouregement but I am suspicious whether encouragement works on me or not.
what am I talking about?
Miserable...
STRESS!!!
MusicING...
Independent Lady
I feel lazy and emo to start my assignmentSSSSSSSSS even though i know clearly that I am putting myself into big trouble! but what am I doing now is just continue my leisure time and stick to my dear headphones!
I keep asking myself why did I come here? I don't know...I am kinda blur this time. I belong to that kind of aimless person...without ambition is not a positive matter but I just can't help with it.
I was borned to be this way. However, I should fix my weaknesses seriously! I feel intensely annoying with my forgetfulness! I sound stupid all the time for being forgetful! I hate myself sometimes...of course...and I ask myself to think of ways for solution. Hoping things will get better...my mind is a mess now. I am unable to think especially think out of the box! Being creative somehow is the most difficult task for me! Maybe I should apply critical thinking skill... ( but i don't really know what the hell is this!)
All the assignments and coming tests has driven me into craziness. Life is far more complicated than I thought. The world is far larger than I thought. I always run away when I face problems...I know this is not right but I do it all the time. I always drop myself into music box as an escape from the reality.
I realized that i gotta be strong for those who love me and those who I love.
I am supposed to take care of my family and my friends instead of them taking care of me all the time.
It's unfair to receive without giving out.
I am a sinner who desire for forgiveness. Forgiveness starts at the moment of repentance.
Gotta turn into a new leaf!
Gotta be an independent lady!
Gotta make a change!
Gotta live my life to the fullest!
Gotta be aware of things happening around me!
Gotta be more responsible and caring to others!
Gotta be more interative and confident!
Lord, I know that I can't make these without you!
Starving for your guidance and love! Trying to record a piece of miracle in my history! Be tough, big girl!
This is a reminder for me, myself...Sorry for those who I hurted.
I keep asking myself why did I come here? I don't know...I am kinda blur this time. I belong to that kind of aimless person...without ambition is not a positive matter but I just can't help with it.
I was borned to be this way. However, I should fix my weaknesses seriously! I feel intensely annoying with my forgetfulness! I sound stupid all the time for being forgetful! I hate myself sometimes...of course...and I ask myself to think of ways for solution. Hoping things will get better...my mind is a mess now. I am unable to think especially think out of the box! Being creative somehow is the most difficult task for me! Maybe I should apply critical thinking skill... ( but i don't really know what the hell is this!)
All the assignments and coming tests has driven me into craziness. Life is far more complicated than I thought. The world is far larger than I thought. I always run away when I face problems...I know this is not right but I do it all the time. I always drop myself into music box as an escape from the reality.
I realized that i gotta be strong for those who love me and those who I love.
I am supposed to take care of my family and my friends instead of them taking care of me all the time.
It's unfair to receive without giving out.
I am a sinner who desire for forgiveness. Forgiveness starts at the moment of repentance.
Gotta turn into a new leaf!
Gotta be an independent lady!
Gotta make a change!
Gotta live my life to the fullest!
Gotta be aware of things happening around me!
Gotta be more responsible and caring to others!
Gotta be more interative and confident!
Lord, I know that I can't make these without you!
Starving for your guidance and love! Trying to record a piece of miracle in my history! Be tough, big girl!
This is a reminder for me, myself...Sorry for those who I hurted.
2012年10月7日星期日
October Mini Haul
I don't know why but my life pattern is repititive and my writing style is also repitive. Repititive can be boring but I cannot stop myself to do so. Perhaps repititive is part of me, part of my style. This is Ipoh style I guess.
That's why I tend to write the same opening for every post in my blog. I got to do something new and creative. Please stay tuned for a better me! ( ermm...still having a blank mind and zombified body)
Today, my dear grandparents came from Trong, bringing a table fan for me and my roommate. I passed my dirty towels and bedsheet to my grandma since I was too lazy to wash them without the help of washing machine.
They brought me to my most visited shopping complex in Penang, Queensbay Mall to have our lunch and of course empty our purses!
I had a awesome lunch tasting white rice with portugese sweet n sour chicken, porridge with you tiao, bak zang and mixed fruit dessert.
The most excited thing was I got to purchase a few items which were in my shopping list all this while. The 3 bottles of nail polish from Etude House are in black, purple and yellowish green.
Black nail polish is always my all time favourite while the sweet pastel of purple gives a romantic yet chic appearance. I thought to buy a nail polish in blue-green tone but finally i made up my decision to have yellowish green colour which is in contra with the sweet purple.
I also purchased Hada Labo whitening lotion and whitening facial wash which contain arbutin. My fair skin, please come back and stay with me! I have really tanned skin now because of sunburn during Redang island trip in the mid of August this year and massive exposure to sunlight in USM! I am so upset with the truth. I want to stop of getting tanner.
I will purchased whitening milk from Hada Labo as well if there is obvious change in my skin tone. Ya... I forgot to list down the prices of these products.
Etude House
Black nail polish - RM5.90
Green nail polish - RM9.90
Purple nail polish - RM9.90
Guardian ( I am glad that Guardian is having their promotion currently! )
Hada Labo Whitening Lotion - RM36.88
Hada Labo Whitening Facial Wash - RM24.56
That's why I tend to write the same opening for every post in my blog. I got to do something new and creative. Please stay tuned for a better me! ( ermm...still having a blank mind and zombified body)
Today, my dear grandparents came from Trong, bringing a table fan for me and my roommate. I passed my dirty towels and bedsheet to my grandma since I was too lazy to wash them without the help of washing machine.
I had a awesome lunch tasting white rice with portugese sweet n sour chicken, porridge with you tiao, bak zang and mixed fruit dessert.
The most excited thing was I got to purchase a few items which were in my shopping list all this while. The 3 bottles of nail polish from Etude House are in black, purple and yellowish green.
Black nail polish is always my all time favourite while the sweet pastel of purple gives a romantic yet chic appearance. I thought to buy a nail polish in blue-green tone but finally i made up my decision to have yellowish green colour which is in contra with the sweet purple.
I also purchased Hada Labo whitening lotion and whitening facial wash which contain arbutin. My fair skin, please come back and stay with me! I have really tanned skin now because of sunburn during Redang island trip in the mid of August this year and massive exposure to sunlight in USM! I am so upset with the truth. I want to stop of getting tanner.
I will purchased whitening milk from Hada Labo as well if there is obvious change in my skin tone. Ya... I forgot to list down the prices of these products.
Etude House
Black nail polish - RM5.90
Green nail polish - RM9.90
Purple nail polish - RM9.90
Guardian ( I am glad that Guardian is having their promotion currently! )
Hada Labo Whitening Lotion - RM36.88
Hada Labo Whitening Facial Wash - RM24.56
2012年10月1日星期一
My life in USM
It has been a long time for me to post anything in my blog, and i wonder is there any reader of my blog.
I was hesitated whether to open a new blog or stick to the old blog. Anyway, U will definitely know my decision since u r here to read my post. Is there anyone? It's ok if i don't have any reader, because the main purpose for me to write on my blog is to record my feelings and also have some writing practice. I think i will have to write a lot in the future in order to get my assignment done.
It would be a big lie if i say i do not miss my sweet home in ipoh. The comfort at home is irreplaceble! Of course i have get used to stay in my hostel, the Great Indah Kembara! I hv no complaint about the hostel so far. The nice and comfortable room is my world! The bathroom is always clean n neat...the food is cheap but what the hell i had accidentally mistaken chicken liver as eggplant that day. That's awful!
I met nice roommate. This was the luckiest thing happened so far in USM for me. Staying with someone u hate is difficult and i obviously don't expect my life in USM to be that sorrowful.However, i m always alone on my way to school and back to IK. I know that i am some kind of introvert, this characterictis is with me since i was borned. I always feel awkward whenever i talk to someone unfamiliar. I m trying to overcome it but i always cannot do it as well as others. So I may be seemed quite isolated sometimes. Anyway it's ok for me, cause i m an independent girl.
I took roti canai as dinner this evening. It's oily but it's super duper delicious and cheap! I love it! So to avoid fats to accumulate in my body, i have taken oats.
I should take oats everyday but I only ate oats twice since i went in USM.
ermmm...I know this post is not long enough but i don't think I should spend much more time here.
I was hesitated whether to open a new blog or stick to the old blog. Anyway, U will definitely know my decision since u r here to read my post. Is there anyone? It's ok if i don't have any reader, because the main purpose for me to write on my blog is to record my feelings and also have some writing practice. I think i will have to write a lot in the future in order to get my assignment done.
It would be a big lie if i say i do not miss my sweet home in ipoh. The comfort at home is irreplaceble! Of course i have get used to stay in my hostel, the Great Indah Kembara! I hv no complaint about the hostel so far. The nice and comfortable room is my world! The bathroom is always clean n neat...the food is cheap but what the hell i had accidentally mistaken chicken liver as eggplant that day. That's awful!
I met nice roommate. This was the luckiest thing happened so far in USM for me. Staying with someone u hate is difficult and i obviously don't expect my life in USM to be that sorrowful.However, i m always alone on my way to school and back to IK. I know that i am some kind of introvert, this characterictis is with me since i was borned. I always feel awkward whenever i talk to someone unfamiliar. I m trying to overcome it but i always cannot do it as well as others. So I may be seemed quite isolated sometimes. Anyway it's ok for me, cause i m an independent girl.
I took roti canai as dinner this evening. It's oily but it's super duper delicious and cheap! I love it! So to avoid fats to accumulate in my body, i have taken oats.
I should take oats everyday but I only ate oats twice since i went in USM.
ermmm...I know this post is not long enough but i don't think I should spend much more time here.
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